I'm back

Lots of things have come and gone and I took a long hiatus from blogging. Reasons (excuses) why are of the following:

1. Wedding planning took way too much effort than I'd like to admit. I'll probably blog bitch about this topic later on. I digress, it was awesome, amazing, super fun and braggingly beautiful, BUT I'm not about that bride life and I believe society has nurtured me from a tender young age to want a wedding, but now I'm getting into ungrateful territories.. and let's just say, it feels damn good to have my brain space back.

2. The fear of people judging me for my thoughts. Journals, thoughts, opinions laid out on the virtual world for anyone to read is a very vulnerable concept, and.. well, I started to become timid about the whole notion of.. what if so and so reads this, what if this, how will people perceive me after they read a pretty lame blog post that I wrote in a self loathy state of mind?

Well, wedding is done... and the idea of blogging has reentered my "things I used to do, that I miss, that thing that really helps me feel a sort of 'wholeness'"

So here I am, back, vulnerable, and ready to share my thoughts to whomever stumbles upon this again. Fuck it, right?